19th February 2012 @ 4:56 [3 months ago]
This is at 5am on my phone after a night out so bare with me. About 3 weeks ago I sent someone a photo of… Well, a picture of my crotch, but with my cactus in the way. My two friends saw it on my phone a few days later and were somewhat proud of me for doing it, because its for the most part unlike me. I was proud of it too, somewhat.
Anyway today, as it was Brian’s birthday, and I was meeting several of his friends who I don’t know that well, and some Ive not met, he started saying I’m “big on the internet”. Then his (ex) girlfriend was commenting as if she knew, and mentioned cactus. She knew. And wanted to see. So I essentially showed around 10 people, at least 2 I’d never met, and 5 of them girls who I don’t know that well, my cactus covered penis.
I wasn’t exactly forced to show either, and I largely don’t mind as it was a funny thing to do and as I’ve said am proud of doing as its not really in my nature. I’m not really embarrassed because for me to do it is a bit of a step for me, and every once in a while, a little friendly embarrassment can help you because it’ll make you seem more human/out going.